i often forget that most people my age/older/younger have had/are having sex and that’s just so weird to me like the majority of the people i know and like i’m very okay with not having sex because it’s not something i want but dang it’s just kind of weird to me

getting coffee with a cute boy tomorrow?? but a cute boy that is old and works at the gap?? idk what’s going on but should be fun 

beginning to develop ~feelings~ or s/t for friend nicholas L which is NOT good but like idk we get along really well and have compatible senses of humor and pop culture likes and he’s really HOT but like he def doesn’t feel that way abt me prolly so BAD NO MORE

A bunch of people are smoking weed in my house which is fine or w/e but now my room smells and I’m not into that idk

I don’t want to “hook up” with anyone I want to date someone and hold hands and go on dates to bookstores and the movies and kiss a bit but not right away because we’re dating and taking things slowly and enjoying each other’s company that’s what I want and I think one day that will happen

wow biggest crush on mikey crotty rly enjoyed talking to him at the show he’s very qt dang